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So recently I broke up with my girlfriend Roma and ever since than we kind of have been like *hiss* at each other so we decided that it would be better if I moved out... Well just when things are looking up, just when I can get away from all the drama here I get an email from my college telling me that I failed math, that my next math class got dropped and that my biology class got dropped.... Well with a mix of everything that has been going on I am on the verge of giving up.... If it seriously weren't the fact that I am getting my health insurance paid by my dad which means I have to go to college full time I would drop everything and wait
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Great just when I was finally pulling myself out, I fall harder than ever. I feel like I am not making my own decisions, that I am just going threw life on a whim not caring much about myself. I have always put others before me, but when will I ever start carrying about myself? When will I ever decide enough is enough? I love helping others, and I will forever do it, but what if me "helping" is actually hurting someone? Am I being so selfish that I am doing that? Or is it selflessness? I don't even know anymore. I feel like my world is a blur.. Days go by, I smile, laugh, live, but ever day at the end of the day it's always there. That though
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So as some might know, I have a girlfriend. I also happen to be a girl. Well my mom didn't know that I was a lesbian... until Friday.... I was writing a paper for college, about people coming out to their parents and society. (Sorry if my grammar sucks right now don't really feel like fixing it...) My sister has always been my editor, and I asked her to make sure everything was okay for the paper. Well I asked my mom, "please don't read this it's personal" and than told my sis who got put back "please don't let mom read this I know it's a touchy subject." And I left it at that... Well my mom was right behind her, reading the stupid thing... S
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May I join your :iconsebastianxgrellclub: ? :D
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So I see you went to a San Antoniostuck meetup.

Did you go to the 4/13 meetup in Hemisfair Park???
Yes I did I was Gamzee that was holding the baby Kurloz and walking around with Momma Highblood.
thank5 for the :+fav: :happybounce:
Thank you very much for da fave! :iconkittyglompplz:
Thank you for the watch dearie~